so it's official Valentine's Day...
and in my opinion the worse holiday ever.
but that may be because i've never had anyone to spend the day with.
never had a 'special someone'
i know someday i will though.
and in all honesty...
i'm hoping that that 'someday' happens sometime in the near future.
cause seriously the whole waiting thing sucks.
but then again i need to get out of the house in order to find someone...
cause i definitely don't want it to be one of my brother's friends.
i definitely need to start making some changes in my life.
for one...asking my dad to take me driving.
i need to practice so i can get my license.
and then i need to fill out applications for jobs.
i have two right now...
but i need help for them and emailed my cousin but she hasn't emailed me back.
i just kinda need to grow up some.
do things that people my age do...
cause like my cousin has said...
it's kinda like i'm stuck at 15 or 16 or something like that.
okay i have no idea how this got so off track.
i mean it's titled 'the worse holiday ever' and yet i'm totally off topic.
then again rambling is something that i do.
anyway...
so far this Valentine's day hasn't be so bad.
i got a comment from a guy in this band that i love wishing me a happy valentine's day.
and i'm getting to talk to one of my best friends/sisters.
oh and the band that i was talking about....
Days Difference.
check them out.
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yes i agree, valentines days sucks.
ReplyDeletei mean i like the bright pink and red and pretty colors, not to mention HEARTS EVERYWHERE, but other than that, it blows.
for the same reason as you i guess. i've NEVER had anyone special to share it with. and i doubt i ever will. but we won't drag up MY insecurities on your blog. :) i have my own for that.
i'm sure that once the perfect guy comes (HELLO NICK JONAS, I'M RIGHT HERE...or perfectly acceptable guy who likes me, whichever...) along we'll be fine and love this holiday.
but until then....
death to cupid.