no idea

okay so it seems that my niece seems to love me.
i mean tonight there were times where my dad would hold out his hands to her to ask if she wanted to come to him...
and instead she would reach out to me.
i love that she loves me and everything but i'm pretty sure it hurts my dad just a little bit.
i know that she loves him too though.
and i know that he knows it as well.
speaking of my niece...
i get to babysit her again on Friday...
and i'll be staying the night over there once again.
this time i will be sure to actually sleep though seeing as my niece Taylor's birthday party is Saturday.
i so can't believe that she is turning one.
i know understand what parents mean when they say their kids are growing up so fast.
i know she's not my child but it seems like just a few weeks ago that she was brought home from the hospital and all that.
i love that she's walking and saying a few words.
mostly "kitty" but still...
it's so cute.
and i can't wait until she starts saying more.
although i know i may get annoyed by it at times...
but there's a bright side to that...
i get to send her back to her parents at the end of the day.
haha not nice but true.
i just hope that as she grows up she wants to hang out with me and things...
hope she thinks of me as a cool aunt.
it would kinda suck if she didn't.
anyway there is a Crystal ramble for the day.