1 day...that's it?!

So tomorrow is March 23rd.
To most people that day has no significance whatsoever.
To me however it means one thing...
my birthday.
Now most people would be excited for such a thing...and I'll admit, most years I am.
However I don't want to turn 19.
I have nothing against the age...I just don't want to be it.
Why?
Well it means that I am almost out of my teens...and getting older.
I don't know...I just would kind of like to stay in my teens for a little bit longer...even though they haven't been my best years.
Yes I know it sounds stupid...but I can't help how I feel.
I'm pretty sure it's just fears though.
What fears exactly? Well I'm not entirely sure but I have an idea.
Although a bright side to turning 19...only two more years until I can legally drink.
Being able to obtain alcohol and legally enjoy it...well that could make hanging out with my mom more enjoyable at times.
Which sounds horrible, I know, but it's true.
We don't have the best relationship...and actually most days we don't talk...mainly because I don't live with her or call her but still.
There are things that happened in the past...things said just last year...and it's taking me a long time to forgive her for those things that happened when I was in middle school.
The things she did aren't as bad as what other parents do...like oh abusing a kid.
But they were emotionally scarring.
And this blog post is getting much more serious than I planned...so therefore I'm going to stop now.

la-de-da

Well I haven't written on this thing in a while.
Not surprising for me though.
I don't do much so it's not like I have anything interesting to report.
Let's see...the Jonas Brothers world tour information is supposed to come out today.
I'm really hoping that it does get posted today...
and I'm really hoping that they come to Michigan.
If they do, maybe I'll be able to see them this time around.
Um...my niece is coming over tonight just like every Wednesday.
Which means I should actually go to bed soon so I have gotten some sleep.
Anything else...oh my birthday is coming up.
Actually it will be my birthday in 12 days.
You did your math correctly if you figured out that my birthday is the 23rd.
I'll be 19...which is weird cause it doesn't feel like I'm almost out of my teens.
But I am.
Nothing else to report really...and I really don't feel like trying to come up with anything interesting to say.
Maybe I'll actually go to bed soon...then again probably not.
Until next time.

<3
Crystal